hmm, been almost 3 years since i last blog.
realise i need to start writing to pen down impt events, sort out my thoughts and provide an avenue to share my feelings.
right now, so many bothers me!!! i am trying veri hard to stay focus, to remain passionate, to be appreciative, to be carefree... taking the first step is hard but i cant keep on procrastinating...
i fear of the independence, the working world, the unknown... i wonder if i can provide for my loved ones, to give them generously all the love and comfort. realise passion and reality cannot survive together as u grow up... or perhaps i was too naive in the past to believe all i need is passion to survive.
relationship... i wish i can open my heart more. there a barrier i know, and if i cant tear it down, i can nv allow myself nor others to enter... i wish for courage to love and be loved. i hope someone can pull me out from my past, save me from this solitude...
i fear of the impending stress... graduating in 7 wks time and it seems so far away... cant believe how i actually walk through this 3 years. plz give me courage to run through my last mile. stay focus!!!
chia: to embrace the most negative news with the most positive attitude!!!