.Sunday, April 22, 2007 ♥
life chapters: FYP presentations
finally our fyp presentation is over. cant tell u how proud, touched and happy i am to receive applause from everyone after i bow and say thank u from e bottom of my heart to all for listening to our one yr of effort. many ppl actually tell me first time they understand our project! great! tat means i success in conveying the message across and no qns from e floor! yep, fyp is a learning process for all of us. forgive me for not being appreciative enough, for stressing everyone out, for not being trusting enough, for using harsh words to get quality work done... and thanks to everyone for all e hugs, encouragement, sweets and compliments! also, thanks to kevin for the surprise and for being ard... all my effort ended up w "sweets" return n memories.
XOXO @ 7:09 AM
.Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥
life chapters:
cant imagine i actually send chain msg to my friends... i nv believe in it, simply delete away... but i guess i need all the luck todae... was in a state of uncertainty? i am one of the presenter for the trial fyp presentation... was not very convince with the slides tat i did.. somehow i feel something is wrong even before i started... from e feedback, clear up a lot o stuff and a new focus was reached. happi tat our gp members r finally motivated again... afterall, we r in it for a year! portia and others comment tat i was great, look veri calm when actually was nervous inside... wat surprise me was the breakdown of many of my classmates... and they alway seem so strong to me... guess e disappointment was too much to bear... a hug was wat i give to tell them its okie, we r together n i think u r great... i treasure this practice bec it means we can do much better next sat, our actual presentation to e fellow junior, physiotherapists and assessors.
10/4, staying over at portia hse was great... cant imagine we actually manage to finish our vestibular rehabilitation presentation in jus one nite.. sourcing for articles, reading n doing e slides etc. thought we wont be able to slp tat nite but guess wat, we finish one plus, e earliest nite i can rest in that week. and our lecturer told us we were great, was veri comprehensive, evidence-based and the demonstration was a good attempt. haha!
yep, i feel veri much protected in portia company... she a great friend to me... buyin dessert for me to gain weight during attachment, alway remembering i'm a vege and cook for me, alway willing to share her info w me, forgiving me for my stubbornness n everything and encouraging me with her smile... somehow, i jus din reciprocal as much through i acknowledge and was touched by little small details... guess it bec o her character, alway happy go lucky yet determined and independent. someone who picked herself up veri fast... and e least person i would expect a breakdown... i feel so upset and disappointed with my childish behavior tat day... i din know tat she was throwin a tantrum bec she was simply too stressed...thought its bec o her dream tat someone snatch her book and din return to her... then when she had my note by mistake but refuse to return me, i realli dun know whether she was playin w me or wat...it a misunderstanding, till nw, i still dun know wat happen! but at tat pt, i thought she was joking so i jus snatch back lo n she snatch back... aw, aft e whole incident, was thinkin as a friend, she was already traumatize by e dream, wat e big deal w e notes, jus photostat again lo... was so upset, cried on my way home...but i guess it was also bec i am so tired and stress up w everything. all well now. i have total faith in walking through my next and last week with all e support from everybody!!!
XOXO @ 9:00 AM
.Monday, April 9, 2007 ♥
life chapters: luck!!!
3 more weeks to go... finish one viva today... pray hard this morn and guess what, i got the same conditions in the case study i had during my interview with TTSH... cant believe all the luck i had since last week... cant believe i can still sleep even when i din finish studying and half-complete my assignment due today... getting bolder man... ownself delay dateline and skipping lessons... haha. thanks for shirlynn hug before the test. have been getting so much love and encouragement from surrounding friends! feel realli xin fu and touched!
went for K session with the sec pals on sat... all bec of wat liang said: can u give me 5 hrs in exchange for the 5 wks we miss? wah! it was too much for me to reject... arhhh... enjoy the singing session and supper with the gals! was so tired after that... slept on the way home... and even break my promise to e friend who waited till 3 plus for me... so bad me! sorry kevin..
XOXO @ 4:19 PM
.Thursday, April 5, 2007 ♥
life chapters: ttsh job offer
YO PPL!!!! i cant wait to share this piece of happi news w all my dearest friends!!! i got a job offer from TTSH! cant believe it!!! i had one hour of viva with yi ming, my ex-lecturer and susan, physio manager... five case studies! scary de... wonder who recommend me in! aw, i am veri happi to be part of TTSH family and will work hard to prove my worth! thanks for all ya encouragements!!! thanks to connie, nkh, sy, hui shan, px, kevin, shu jing, ying... and my family for tellin me it's okie if i don get e job! yap! i be going down nt wed to sign contract, medical checkup and collect my uniform. finally, i can contribute to my family, go for my driving lessons and save for my one year degree conversion @ SIM next year and most importantly, for my business venture with hui shan! funni today, the navy called me to have tea with them and moral hub also offered me a place! haha! i am so happi i'm sure i cant slp tonight!!! wahaha! thanks again to all my friends for sharing all my joy and sadness! i sincerely hope all of us can find our ideal job! e road ahead is full of uncertainty, but i'm sure each of us will venture out bravely and find our own piece of sky! JIA YOU!!!
XOXO @ 8:10 PM
.Tuesday, April 3, 2007 ♥
life chapters: job interview
got a shock todae when Bernadine told me that TTSH physio manager is looking for me! was thinkin why?!!! did something bad happen to any of my patients or was i needed for some investigations... it turn out to be good news! they r inviting me for an interview even though i din send in my resume... thought i left a bad impression during my attachment there... attitude problem...me?! haha! so tml, i be going for 2 interviews, moral hub by mistake and TTSH... and another interview from AMKH awaiting... but i am still waiting to hear from AH, CGH n SGH... wish me luck tml ppl... heard there will be 5 case studies! i jus have to be myself...
XOXO @ 7:33 PM
.Monday, April 2, 2007 ♥
life chapters: fufilling day
a fulfilling day... visit lion befriender and spent 2 hrs there asking ah ma so many qns and doing so many assessments and tests... think my ah ma traumatise! wahaha!!! like nv ending tests... funni translation for DM, incontinent, depression with combination of action, hokkien, hananise and chinese!!! my god! then rushing back to sch to organise the obesity class. so happy it all ended! more things cleared off my mind!
ya, the stress is there. its part of my learning and growing process... something which i cant avoid, something which all o us have to go through... i no longer upset abt it. learnin to forgive and embrace all unhappiness and stress... think i am stronger after today... i am in fact e happiest person according to ausmoon definition! wahaha!!! thanks gal!
XOXO @ 10:31 PM
.Sunday, April 1, 2007 ♥
life chapters:
it takes courage to even cry...
was wat connie tell me... and i forgive myself for crying... thanks for being ard...
created beautifully by connie, liang liang
The first time you cried was when you are born: You tell the whole world you are here.
The next incident you cried could be the time you cant find your parents: You tell them they matters.
The other time you cried was going to school: You tell everyone you are going to miss them.
That time you cried was the graduation day: You tell your friends, we are friends forever.
At that unhappy instance, you cried: You show your emotions openly.
When you felt everything was against you, you cried: You tell others i will definitely go through it.
That day you cried: You tell others you are touched.
That afternoon you cried: You forgive.
That night you cried: You felt loved.
Today you cried: You felt happy as your loved ones are still around.
At that unhappy instance, you cried: You show your emotions openly.
When you felt everything was against you, you cried: You tell others i will definitely go through it.
That day you cried: You tell others you are touched.
That afternoon you cried: You forgive.
That night you cried: You felt loved.
Today you cried: You felt happy as your loved ones are still around.
cry on my shoulder
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you, there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry: Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
XOXO @ 10:12 PM
