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.Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥

life chapters:

cant imagine i actually send chain msg to my friends... i nv believe in it, simply delete away... but i guess i need all the luck todae... was in a state of uncertainty? i am one of the presenter for the trial fyp presentation... was not very convince with the slides tat i did.. somehow i feel something is wrong even before i started... from e feedback, clear up a lot o stuff and a new focus was reached. happi tat our gp members r finally motivated again... afterall, we r in it for a year! portia and others comment tat i was great, look veri calm when actually was nervous inside... wat surprise me was the breakdown of many of my classmates... and they alway seem so strong to me... guess e disappointment was too much to bear... a hug was wat i give to tell them its okie, we r together n i think u r great... i treasure this practice bec it means we can do much better next sat, our actual presentation to e fellow junior, physiotherapists and assessors.

10/4, staying over at portia hse was great... cant imagine we actually manage to finish our vestibular rehabilitation presentation in jus one nite.. sourcing for articles, reading n doing e slides etc. thought we wont be able to slp tat nite but guess wat, we finish one plus, e earliest nite i can rest in that week. and our lecturer told us we were great, was veri comprehensive, evidence-based and the demonstration was a good attempt. haha!

yep, i feel veri much protected in portia company... she a great friend to me... buyin dessert for me to gain weight during attachment, alway remembering i'm a vege and cook for me, alway willing to share her info w me, forgiving me for my stubbornness n everything and encouraging me with her smile... somehow, i jus din reciprocal as much through i acknowledge and was touched by little small details... guess it bec o her character, alway happy go lucky yet determined and independent. someone who picked herself up veri fast... and e least person i would expect a breakdown... i feel so upset and disappointed with my childish behavior tat day... i din know tat she was throwin a tantrum bec she was simply too stressed...thought its bec o her dream tat someone snatch her book and din return to her... then when she had my note by mistake but refuse to return me, i realli dun know whether she was playin w me or wat...it a misunderstanding, till nw, i still dun know wat happen! but at tat pt, i thought she was joking so i jus snatch back lo n she snatch back... aw, aft e whole incident, was thinkin as a friend, she was already traumatize by e dream, wat e big deal w e notes, jus photostat again lo... was so upset, cried on my way home...but i guess it was also bec i am so tired and stress up w everything. all well now. i have total faith in walking through my next and last week with all e support from everybody!!!

XOXO @ 9:00 AM