.Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ♥
life chapters: stepping into the working world
stepping into the working world soon! feeling a sense of heavy responsibility from myself, my patient, my family, uncertainty, stress, anticipation... mixed feelings. since my last paper, i have not wasted most days. been in love, been to many places of interests, botanical garden, sentosa, underwater world, dolphin lagoon, cable car night viewing, night safari, mt faber etc...have fun, learnt many many precious lessons like how to shower love, how to manage my feelings, better communication at times, realise i hold my words lightly at times; neglecting little promises i made, not making enough effort n channel to show care, concern n love for dear, friends n family, also work like crazy for 3 days for creative cathering @ expo, sentosa n wisma fashion show events. i am glad i spent time with dear, able to share my relationship status to family n many who asked, had so much laughter n memories with shan liang sisters in genting, glad tat hui shan finally talk to me, glad tat i can meet up with poly friends before work n able to exchange updates with px n shu jing over phone, grateful that i can visit my two grandma and grateful tat i still have a chance to make an effort to start showing again more care, concern n love to my sis... i hope to be strong again, make some household decision n changes and share my family burden n problem. i shall be brave! i will embrace everything with the most positive attitude! thanks to all who hear me out. all i ask is ya acknowledgement, ya support, ya assurance, ya smile!
XOXO @ 8:43 AM
